
I just want to say thanks. Yes, OV: I know that money is not considered "free". I might just give it back, not sure yet. But I need to start somewhere will saving lol!
We shall see, as I always say.
But to the people that are supportive and happy for me: Cele, my step dad Joe, OV, El Sueño, Lisita (I'm sure I'll see a comment soon!) and all my other Blogger amigas, well thank you!
It means a lot.
My mother just called me back and I told her the great news and that I was registered for all my classes. She didn't even sound the least bit thrilled. I know she might not be feeling well and I know she might hate her job, but you know what? She could have even faked being happy for me! I am really kind of sad now. I feel like maybe what I am pursuing is disappointing her. I know it sounds stupid, but that's how I am feeling.
It just is unbelievable that Cele, who I have known a little over 6 months acted MORE happy for me than my own mother, who gave birth to me. And my step dad, who I really don't get along with ALL the time and who is NOT even my biological father, he was happy for me too.
I just am really surprised with my mother's reaction. :(
I don't believe I said anything wrong to her. Maybe I did and I don't know it? I just don't understand it. If I had a child I would have been saying "OMG that's wonderful!" or even something like "How exciting!"
She's still a wonderful mother and I wouldn't change my choice of a mother for anything, but her reaction to it all really surprised me. :(
UPDATE: My mom called me and well the reason she was the way she was is because she hates her job.
She wants to move to Myrtle Beach, South Carolina! I don't know WHAT I'm going to do NOW. She is NOT talking like in a year, she's talking like RIGHT ALONG. OMG I'm SO sad right now and I'm in tears! What am I going to do? Cele and I would break up. :'o(
As much as I hate Georgia and Savannah at times (okay, fine! A LOT of the times b/c the gente are just rude and slow) well. . ..
I don't want to leave.
I can't leave.
I WON'T LEAVE without my Cele! :'o(
(so either HE comes with us OR I stay with him)

