Another Talk With Cele

Cele called me this morning and wanted to come see me. He said he missed me SO much. OMG I miss him SO much too and am counting the days until I see him again! :) <3

I told him today is not really a good time since my step dad's sister (my step aunt, I guess you'd say?) well she is coming into town from Florida this evening.

He told me that he could take a bus there and then a taxi or bus home in the evening. Damn. It sounded like SUCH a great plan. . . of course, I was half asleep when he called me lol!

So I asked my mom just to make sure but unfortunately there was no green light with this one, I didn't really feel like walking down to the end of the street to meet Cele either, as I said before I was half-asleep! LOL :)

He was really disappointed because he was told he was getting off work very early and he was SO proud to finally know how and what bus to take in order to get off right near my house. He wanted to try it out on his own and feel proud, I'm quite sure.

But I had to turn down the offer. Of course, if I had lived alone you can bet your bottom dollar he would have been able to come over, but I live under my parents roof and basically if they want someone over, it happens; if not, it doesn't. Simple as that.

Hey, it's not a bad rule though. Could be much worse! I'm quite lucky ;)

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A little while after I got up, I called Cele again and the poor guy was crying a bit and was really sad! He told me that he really wanted to see me today and that probably he won't ever be allowed in my casa again -- I told him that's not true. He feels REALLY bad for lying and I can hear it in his voice and when I was with him last Saturday and early Sunday morning, well I could see how bad he felt for lying to me for 6 months.

I told him that my mom (and step dad sometimes) freak out a bit when him and I talk SO much (I'm talkin AT LEAST 10 times a day or more LOL) because she knows his situation (as do I) and well, I told him that she is afraid that this is going to basically be a waste of my time and that he'll end up staying with HER.

He told me again that he loves ME and wants to stay with ME and not her. The main reason is because he really likes my "forma de ser" and that I really know how to love him the way he wants to be loved.

I told him I feel the same way and that I've been waiting for someone to treat me like this. He told me that he doesn't want to lose me and he doesn't want me or my parents to think bad of him. I told him to stop worrying and that he is welcome in our home, just today was not a good day.

He told me that he will stop worrying and that he feels better now. I told him that I am not going to be worrying about it either and that I feel fine as well. Besides, I told him, what is, is.


Work is quite boring today. Quite slow. I've talked to a couple of rude people too, not VERY nice I tell ya!

But it's a job, will help pay my bills, etc. Mejor que nada as me and Cele always say :)

Can't WAIT until I get to start studying! I need to get this brain working and thinking about OTHER things, eh? ;)