So these really irritable and moody emotions started yesterday. I read my horoscope and supposedly the planet Pluto is responsible for these moods of mine and they supposedly will last for a couple more days.
Do I believe it? Maybe. My horoscope was dead on about how I am feeling right now though, so who knows? I've always been interested in Astrology but don't rely on my horoscopes all the time.
I don't know WHAT is wrong with me. I've been feeling SO nauseous, dizzy, irritable, depressed and just downright mean. I feel like I hate EVERYTHING and EVERYONE. I don't want to be like that!
Why am I feeling this way? I thought maybe it was because I didn't get any sleep that night before picking up my mom to bring her home (update on her is on the way too, promise!).
But that wasn't it.
Then I thought it was because I was hungry.
Nope, not that either.
It is coming up to be that time of the mes, but I don't ever have nausea and I'm never dizzy! OMG. I have all these thoughts of why I could be feeling this way going through my head.
Cele called me and told me that he doesn't feel good either, his stomach hurts.
Hmm.
I don't feel like writing anymore, think I will go eat something b/c I am feeling very nauseous. I'll update soon with my mom and other things.
2 comments:
Hey Megita! I hope you're mom is recovering smoothly and I just hate it that you're feeling so dumpy.
No one can judge your for the decisions that you make about the relationship you share with Cele.
Ultimately it is just you and him.
Sometimes it's hard to listen to our inner voices, which usually guide us the right way, and it sounds like yours is a bit muffled at the moment.
Try not to dwell on things and relax; I think your stressed more than anything because you have a lot of things going on. I get that way too.
Take care and if you need an ear ... you know where I am :)
~Lisa
I hope you start feeling better soon Megita.
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