Sunday, August 31, 2008

BIG NEWS!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wow, so after the call on my cell last night, I didn't think much of it until today.

I think it has something to do with Lucia, as well as POSSIBLY those "wrong #s"

Someone is watching Cele quite closely and even he agrees.

I called up Cele and couldn't get a hold of him for a lot of rings until he picked up. I could tell he was crying.

What's up? I asked him.

He told me "Nothing." and I said "Cele, I KNOW you. Tell me."

So he tells me that he just got off the phone w/ Lucia and they argued A LOT. Problems back in Mexico. He would have just left it at that but you know good 'ol Megan, so I pryed him for more answers and didn't let up.

He told me Lucia knows. WHAT?! She knows WHAT?

She knows that Cele was at the dance club.

OMG. That was THREE months ago. In June. She JUST found out?

He told me he was crying because they yelled really bad and he cried b/c he was so angry. He asked how she knew and who told her. She would NOT give up the information.

So put 2 and 2 together: The phone call I get with a lot of questions and THEN Lucia finds out the next day.

Cele told me that Lucia's brothers live in Atlanta, GA. Guess where that phone number is from that called me yesterday? Ha! In Milleridge and guess where THAT place is located!?

Yup! Right outside Atlanta. Quite odd if you ask me.



I don't know but I have this feeling Lucia is going to find out A LOT more and soon find out that Cele is with me because like I told Cele: When you tell a lie, it ALWAYS comes out. It always finds a way to come out whether it is a day from now, week from now, month from now, years from now. And because Lucia KNOWS that he was at the club, well let's just say that I'm SURE she's going to have someone be watching him.

It will leak out soon that he's with another woman. Me. And when it does, I'm sorry but I AM THROWING THE PARTY OF THE CENTURY lol!

I KNOW that sounds terrible! But I've been WAITING for something like this to happen! It is TIME SHE KNOWS!!!!!

(And if ya ask me, I think the Heavens up there agree w/ MY beliefs and are workin' over time lol) :)


That's all for now! I start college tomorrow! Woohoo!

Everyone have a GREAT Labor Day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


P.S. You know what's weird? Those guys from Miami have NOT called me at all after the last time I told them that I was with a guy, 37, and he's got a woman in Mexico w/ 3 kids and he says he wants to be with me and NOT her, but who knows what's gonna happen.

Rafa was calling me A LOT after I told him that and now the calls have stopped.

Weird.

I don't know . . . :/


I did receive ANOTHER call from Florida, Florida Keys actually. It was a Hispanic woman's name.

Saturday, August 30, 2008

Think It MIGHT Be Break Up Time . . . Possibly

Not really sure though.

I'm gonna make this a painless and quick blog entry, b/c I really don't feel like blogging.

I told Cele recently that my husband (the Catracho) well he called to update me about the Immigration process, but my mom talked to him, not me. And that's the truth. I did NOT talk with him by phone.

He asked me "Give me his # so I can call him up and tell him to stop calling my girlfriend."

Uh hello! He's NOT calling to get BACK with me! He is calling to update me about the Immigration process! After all, it DOES concern me since I signed all these papers (as well as my parents too) and invested ALLLL this moolah in it.


Well fast forward to this evening. He asks me again in person for the #. Uh uh. Nope. Not giving it. You give me the # to Lucia and then I'll give ya the # to my husband. LOL THAT sure as heck wasn't happening so he was SURE AS HECK NOT getting the Honduras #!

Fast forwarding a bit more, Cele is on the bus going to his house after spending time with me. I am in Kmart with my parents and immediately after hanging up with Cele, I get a phone call. I answer it. It's the area code for where I live so I call it back.

It's this Mexican-American guy, who AT FIRST I thought was Marcial. Remember him??? My ex who supposedly "wanted me back" but for a change in his life. I said "Who is this?"

He told me that his name was Arcter. What the hell? Excuse my language but what kind of name is that? NEVER heard of it!

So fast forwarding a bit more . . . He speaks English, no Spanish w/ this one and I ask "How did you get my #?"

The convo goes a bit like this:


Him: I saw you at that club, on 17.

*Thinking of how I went to Charlie's, it's a club, and it's on 17, which is Ogeechee*

Me: What club? What's the name of it?

Him: Umm, I don't remember what it was called.

Me: Charlie's? *Yes, I know. My mistake of giving the name up to him.*

Him: Yeah, I think that was it. Anyways, I saw you at the club that night and wanted to get to know you. I really liked you. So, I asked my friend for your number and who you were.

Me: What? Who is your friend? (Since he did have a Spanish broken accent, I said....) Well, the only one I know that would have this number is Jose Melquiades.

Him: I don't know no Jose Melquiades. I don't hang out with Mexicans, I only hang out with Americans. The guy who gave me your number is American. His name is Spat.

Me: Who? Spat? I don't know him. How does he know my number? Do you even know my name?

Him: Yes, it is Megan.

Me: Wow, I don't know who you are or how in the world you got my number. I don't even know a Spat.

Him: You don't know me, I got your number from my friend.

Him: So what's up? You got a boyfriend?

Me: Yes, I do. I am with someone.

Him: Aww, that's a shame. I wanted to take you out tonight.

Me: Well, I'm sorry. I've got a boyfriend.

Him: Oh. Hey you got a camera phone?

Me: Uh yeah.

Him: Send me your picture (*WHY would he want my pic if he "already knows" what I look like?*)

Me: Umm, no I'm not sending you my pic. That would be cheating on my boyfriend. Sorry, not doing that.

Him: Well when you break up with your boyfriend, give me a call. So save this number.

Me: Umm, I don't plan on breaking up with my boyfriend.

Him: Well, you don't know what's going to happen. Life changes.

Me: Yeah, that's true. But I'm not planning on breaking up with him.



Fast forward to when after the call ends and then Cele calls me and I ask if he is near his street (because he has gotten off at his bus stop and is walking home) and I start to say that name of the street and he goes "Charlie's?"

WHOA! What? I tell him "Charlie's? Why did you say that?"

He goes "That's the name of the street, isn't it?"

I say "No, it's Sh*** L****." He goes "Oh, okay. I forgot."



Fast forward to later LATER on where I call Cele up when I get home and then we hang up, my mom tells me that maybe Cele is the one who put this guy up to all this to see if I will be honest with him and tell him that some guy called me.

So I call up Cele again and tell him. I am VERY surprised to hear that he acts all calm about it and asks questions like "What did he tell you?" and "What did you tell him?" "How long did you talk with him?" etc. etc.

Cele tells me that he doesn't know the guy and that I need to change my number. Yeah, yeah. But it's hard b/c I LOVE my #. I mean it's my #. My own unique #. LOL

I really don't want to change it. If I get a "bad" call like the previous ones I've blogged about, I've got a Reject Call List and so far, I've got 3 on there. I can add as many as I want and IF they call me, their call is AUTOMATICALLY rejected and goes to voicemail. Whether they leave me a message is up to them, not me. :) I LOVE that feature and didn't even KNOW that I had it on my LG Shine! :D

So anyways, the fact that Cele is USUALLY very jealous and concerned (and I can hear it in his voice) when it comes to his jealousy, well THIS time he wasn't. Quite weird.

So I have come to the conclusion:

#1. Either it is him and he wanted to see if I would tell him and it's his way of "testing" me.

#2. He did this to make me change my # b/c his REAL motive is to NOT have my husband (The Catracho) call me anymore.

#3. It's Jose and he's up to his old tricks again. Messin' around with me. Pendejo.

#4. OR This is REAL and some white guy HAS my number and now this twurp has it and GOD KNOWS who else! (even people in Miami, ugh).


IF IT IS Cele. Well, the outcome will NOT be good. That will mean that he doesn't trust me and is a bit controlling in a way, and THAT-WILL-BE-IT.

Time shall tell, as with EVERYTHING else. :/

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

Another One!

Okay, so I thought Juan called me up again....ya know? Wrong # Guy?


WRONG! We are talking and then he starts asking me questions that, ahem, Juan already knows! Turns out it is someone TOTALLY different that just sounds like Juan!

OMG.

He goes "Don't be mad, but my friend gave me your number."

I'm like "Who? Juan Rivera? He gave you my number?"

He's like "Umm, who is Juan Rivera?"

I tell him what happened and he goes, no a friend of my friend Carlos gave me your number.

What the hell? Who the heck is Carlos? (Yeah, yeah I know, hell and heck, what's the point in even writing heck right?) LOL

Turns out this guy's name is Rafa. Rafael Corio. And it's the truth b/c after talking with him I checked my caller I.D. and there was his name.

This guy is from Guatemala as well and is 21! Well, supposedly. I think he's lying b/c I asked him how old he was and he told me "Ahhh, you tell me first."

Ha! I told him I've already played THAT game once. You tell me first.

He told me "Ahhhh, I'm 21." And I lay right into him (stern but in a nice tone) "Well, how come it took you a second to think how old you are."

He laughed. I'm SURE this guy is in his 30s. Probably. Who knows? Maybe more? Maybe he is 21. But he's a Hispanic and NO OFFENSE but with ALL the experience I've got, ha! I know better to think that he is REALLY 21.

He goes "Aww 2 years less than you."

Ha! Too funny!

He also tells me that he's not married nor has a girl, but he does have 1 child with a woman. He asked me a suspicious question that not even Wrong # Guy knew, he goes "Well, you're married, right?"

I didn't know HOW to answer that question b/c HOW the HELL did he know that??? (Unless, my husband is messing with me and knows these guys....) Hmm.

Or maybe these guys know me and I don't know it yet? Whatever. I tell him my situation and then he says something weird like "Oh, well our situations are the same too!" He acted all excited that we supposedly had something in common. I asked him what he meant by that and he told me that we're "escondidos". What the HELL does that mean? I left the convo on that one and started a new one . . . needless to say I was too lazy to grab my diccionario, which was sitting right next to me. I only grab my dictionary if Cele needs help ;) LOL When I translate it now it means "hidden"? Whatever. Someone help me out please!

He also tells me that he thought I was Mexicana. He thought I was Mexican? Jeez, is my Spanish that good? I tell him "No. I'm an American." He goes "Oh, you're a Citizen." Yep. I'm a citizen. I wanted to say 'What's it to ya?' but I was nice, as I always am. LOL

He tells me "Well, that's good that you know Spanish then."

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Soooo I guess my number is being circulated in Miami. Good to know ;)



P.S. This guy Rafael has called me about 100 times already. I hate to be mean but it just does NOT feel right talking with anyone while I am with Cele. Soooo I put him on my Reject list and deleted his # and info from my cell and other phone.

I also deleted Juan's pic. He's wasn't THAT cute. LOL

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Ojos: I don't know WHERE La Gringa is. I think she started back up working at school though. So maybe she is all busy with that? I DID talk to her recently, about a week ago.

Wow! You've got some drama and "one thing after anothers" too! Ha ha! It IS fun! IF I was single :( There are days I'm happy with Cele and other days I want to "do my own thing" and be left the HELL alone! :D


I really don't know why I wrote ya back here lol. :)

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Debbie: Hi! *waves* So I ended up doing what you said, but he's got baggage just like Cele. I'd MUCH RATHER stick w/ my Cele. This other guy, can't believe it! My # is going from hand to hand (or text to text, who KNOWS how they do it lol!) in Miami!!!!

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P.P.S. I was even thinking that maybe it's Daniel, ya know the Catracho I married?, havin' people he knows in Miami mess around with me....or MAYBE he wants to see if I will go for the green light w/ one of these guys to see how serious this relationship with me and Cele is? To see if he's got a chance w/ me still? WHO KNOWS!!!! (his aunt is there right now, actually) So kind of weird just outta the blue I start getting these calls.



Coincidence???

Wrong Number . . . One Final Last Time

So he called me again. First time using his friend's phone, next time using his cell.

I was kind of rude to him (lol) and told him I had to begin work...while I was chatting w/ Juan, Cele was calling!


Talk about one thing after another ALL at the same time! Computer probs, have to print a new script for work, ran out of ink, had to borrow my mom's ink from HER printer, rebooted my computer, Wrong # Guy called me twice, and then Cele calls!

I did end up calling Juan back and apologizing for being rude. He asked me what I do for work, how much $ they pay me, and if I could send him a pic to his cell. I already sent it. He said he will send his.

Whatever.

He also has a woman back in Guatemala along with 2 kids. Nope, NO THANKS! Already dealing with THAT lol. I'm keepin Cele ha ha ha!

Hey, at least I know and at least he was up front with me about it.


Juan says we can be amigos. Isn't that what they ALL say and then they end up fallin' for ya the next day? Sheesh. :/

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

A Tragic and Sad Story

Man dies after falling on knife

06:36 AM EDT on Monday, August 25, 2008
By NewsChannel 36 Staff
E-mail Us: NEWS@WCNC.com

CHARLOTTE, N.C.-- Charlotte homicide detectives are investigating what police are calling a tragic accident.

Officers were called to an apartment on Flagstaff Drive around 3:30 p.m. on Sunday for a reported stabbing.

Police say Miguel Angel Rivera Lemus of Charlotte was running errands with his common-law wife. They stopped at the apartment to pick something up, and accidentally locked their car keys and their two young children in the car.

Lemus went into the apartment and grabbed a butcher knife to try and pry open the car window. As he was going down the stairs out of the apartment, he fell on the knife, stabbing himself in the chest.

He was able to crawl back into the apartment and told his wife to call 911. Lemus was taken to Carolinas Medical Center where he later died.



Sunday, August 24, 2008

Final Review of the LG Shine


Hey they entered me to win $1,000. So I did my review one last time.

(Should have just waited and posted this one for the final review of my LG Shine lol!)

*Note: You may have to click this to make it bigger in order to read it.

Saturday, August 23, 2008

Wrong Number . . . Again?

LOL This is too funny. So here I am with Cele and we're chillin' in my room talking and stuff. Suddenly I hear the phone ring.

I hear it ring again. And again. And again. Obviously it is someone that my mom or step dad do NOT want to talk to.

Or could the ringing phone just be on the movie my mom was watching at that time?

Nope! Guess who it was?

Juan. The "wrong #" guy. OMG. What's a chica to do?

Yes, I adore Cele but it's hard when there are a few cons (or whatever the word is) and I'm still SO young and this guy was nice and it was something new . . .

Oh God, this is terrible but I would like to call him and well, maybe get to know him. I mean maybe we could chat through email or something?

But then the "Good Megan" comes out and says 'Uh uh, Megan. You know what would happen. It always does. You will talk to him, end up giving your cell phone # to him and you will get caught, hurt Cele OR NOT get caught and you will be confused ALLLLL over again and it will NOT be good."

Then the "Bad Megan" says to me "C'mon, Megan. You are young and you are with this 37-year-old who has THREE kids and has this OTHER woman in Mexico and he's been with her for TWELVE years. Just call him up. It's NOT like you and Cele are really exclusive exclusive, because after all, he does have another woman back in Mexico. Just call this wrong # guy and see what's up. Live life!"

Oh God. What do you all think? I mean ya only live once. I can't help but wonder if there is something even better out there . . . w/ possibly less baggage? Oh, I DO love and adore Cele though. He's SUCH a sweetheart. And he adores me. It's obvious he does, to me, to my parents . . .

But I just find it ODD that out of ALL the #s this Juan, well his amigo called MY number and out of all the races out there, he's from Guatemala, he's from the race I prefer the most.

It's just SO weird. I would LOVE to find out his birthday just to see if Astrologically we click. lol

CALL ME LOCA AND WEIRD, I KNOW!!!!!


To call or NOT to call?

That is the question! :/ I'm NOT making a move until I get advice from ya'll though. My mom knows me best and SHE thinks I should call him. Because she thinks that it is weird and odd also that he ended up calling MY #. And he's EIGHT HOURS away from me so it's not like he'd be showing up at my door or anything like that.

Argh, what to do?! OMG Cele would F-L-I-P O-U-T! :/


UPDATE: What am I thinking? I'm here talkin' to Cele right now. I can't call this Juan guy. I won't. Ah, the little tests life gives ya, eh? I am going to PASS THIS ONE!! :)

Thursday, August 21, 2008

A Wrong Number Turned Into Something A Bit More


So as I was just hanging up with Cele this evening around 10pm, someone called our house phone.

My step father answered and no one on the other line said anything, so he hung up. They called back again and the same thing.

Well, I decided to call back this number and it rang about 10 times when someone finally answered it.

Me: "Umm, you called my phone?"
Guy: "Me speak Spanish. No English."

He was about to hang up when I said "Como?" to make sure he knew I spoke his language.

He tells me in Spanish that his friend had called the wrong number.

I say "Okay" and then he goes "But I can call you again if you'd like?" Oh my God, these Latin boys are charmers aren't they? :)

He goes (in Spanish of course) "Oh, you speak Spanish?"

Me: Yes.

We started talking and let me tell you this has NEVER happened to me before. He told me that his amigo was just messing around with his phone and was punching in all kinds of numbers. One of them was mine.

Lucky me! LOL :)

Anyways, the conversation progresses and we talk for about 15 minutes. Towards the end of the convo, his friend goes "Man, I can't believe I just dialed a wrong number and you are talking to her like you know her."

LOL It was too funny. Really made my night.

From what I know about him, his name is Juan. He is from Guatemala. I told him I had a boyfriend and he goes "Leave your Mexican boyfriend and be with me" and then we both laughed. It was crazy! lol

He is 30. Lives in Miami, Florida. I told him that I live in Georgia and he told me that he had never heard of it. I told him it's about 8 hours from Miami and he acts all disappointed and says "I'm too far to come see you then."

LOL!

He asks if he can send me his picture and if I have a webcam. So I'm sure he's got the computer thing down a bit.

He asked me if I was going to continue with my boyfriend and I told him "Yes, but if I don't have a boyfriend (if we don't work out) then I'll give you a call."


That's how it ended. He said "Okay! and he acted all excited lol. Too funny.



Well that really made my noche. That was the first time that had EVER happened! Quite fun! :)

Use The Stars To Get What YOU Want

And no, I'm not talking about the celebrities, though that would be fun, wouldn't it?

Well, here's the article, thanks to SpiritNow.com!


Do you need more money? Are you looking for true love? Here is how to use the stars and astrology to get what you want.

The first thing you need to do is get an ephemeris or look one up online. These are basically just tables or charts that tell you what the positions of the planets are, but are very important in astrology. This is crucial because using the stars to get what you want is based very much on timing and the position of the planets as well.

Mostly, this is about learning when to act and when to not act. The first thing you need to be aware of is the position of the moon. When the moon is going from new to full is the best 14 day period during which to pursue anything that you possibly need to. When it's going from full to new, it is known as a dark moon. This is not the best time to manifest results, especially if you are trying to do it metaphysically.

The next astrology planet you want to watch is Mercury. When Mercury is retrograde for twenty or so days, as it regularly is three or four times a year, then this is not the time to act. During these periods, it is best for you to settle down and work on things in the background. It is not the time to pitch projects or go after a romance, as it is less likely to work out. Romances, job hunting, and apartment hunting tend to go much better when Mercury goes forwards.

The best time of year of you to manifest anything and accomplish what you need to do from an astrology standpoint is when the Sun is actually in your sign. This is the first thirty days after your birthday. This is the time to act, make proposals, and pitch things as the Sun is in your first house and you will be the focus of positive attention.

The worst time of year for you to manifest anything is in the thirty days before your birthday. Many people find themselves besought by setbacks and they feel less lucky and more tired. This is because the Sun is in your twelfth house of endings and trials.

Using astrology, the best time to try and get more love into your life is when Venus is in your sign. Focus on another aspect of your life if you see that Venus is retrograde. These retrograde periods occur about every one and a half years and are not conducive to relationships.

The best time to manifest money is when Jupiter or Mercury are in your sign. Mars is another planet that can help with finances. If you see these planets are in your sign, then that is the period of time in which you should look for a job, make pitches, or try to better your career.

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Last Post Regarding Me And Cele . . .

So, my Blogger friends! This is my last post that will talk about me and Cele.


I know what you are thinking "Good for you, Megan! You broke up with him! Ya kicked him to the curb! Etc.! Etc.!" :)


Au contraire.



You may call me "loca", "naive", or [fill in the blank], but this is my life after all, right? Exactly.

Though I have appreciated all the negative/positive feedback I have received lately.

So anyways, I am staying. With him. After having a LONG talk with my mother (who knows me best and who can feel certain vibes if someone is a good or bad person) and also a good friend of mine, well I can't make Cele tell Lucia over the phone, mainly because of his kids. I DO now believe that this is a type of thing to tell someone in person. And in a way, I kind of think he is right to do it all in person. Breaking up over the phone, text, email, or instant messaging...ANY form of electronic communication when it involves a breakup is just wrong. I wouldn't want to be broken up over the phone either, and especially if I had 3 kids by the guy.

And look at me, my poor husband who I broke up over the phone with. Well, all is said and done. Do I feel bad? Heck, each and every day I do. But I cannot change what has been said. I can only move forward. Plus, he knows I can't just jump on a plane go there. Besides, that would be $700 or more down the drain just to tell him 'it's over' and get back on the plane and fly back here. WASTE-OF-TIME. Though, I still feel REALLY bad. :(

Do I like this situation with Cele? Nope. Not one bit. But I am willing to make this relationship work. And please no negative feedback, as I will just delete it, because you can't tell me that you've ALWAYS left a negative-looking relationship and never looked back. You are either in one right now and you know it but continue to stay for your personal reasons OR you have been in one before. Either way, no one on this Earth, in this life, is perfect are they? And God forgives us in the end. :)

I know the majority of responses from most of you (not all) are to leave Cele. I've already made my decision and I told him that I am going to stick by his decision. Support his decision and believe his word.


And hey, it's not like MY life is clear from baggage. After all, I still have to finish this Immigration process AND get divorced! And I know that Cele would stick by me if the situations were reversed. I know he would.

Sure, he's lied. Three major lies, I know. I am intelligent to realize that. BUT people DO make mistakes and people DO lie for other reasons.

Cele did NOT lie to hurt me. He did NOT lie to do that, nope, don't believe it. He's a sweet and caring guy and I do believe that he loves me. No, scratch that. I KNOW that he loves me. I can feel it.

Do I know what is going to happen in our future together? No, no one does. Solamente Dios. This could after all, be another lesson for me to learn. If not, wonderful. If so, bring it on. I love a challenge and have learned SO much at SUCH a young age, but I wouldn't change ANY of it for nothing. I do not regret ANYTHING in my past. After all, at the time I wanted to do it anyways, right? :)

So for a while, you won't see any updates regarding me and Cele. I might post about him and I here and there, but for the most part I will be posting about things on my Soon-To-Be-Debt-Free blog and I will also be posting things on here about college (I start Sept 1st, woohoo!) and my job, etc. But nothing regarding me and Cele for a while, unless something DRAMATIC and quite interesting happens.

To wrap this up, Cele has already talked to his friends in Mexico and they are going to help him. Cele's plans are to go back to Mexico in the beginning of January for 2 months. During that time, he will be telling Lucia and his children his plans as well as breaking the news to his parents. I am not sure if I will be visiting him the second month, but we shall see. I do know that after he breaks the news to Lucia, the kids and his parents that I will finally be able to talk to his mom. That will be nice. But like I always say, time will tell with everything.

He is also going to take care of some other paperwork, the paperwork to the land he is buying and the house he would like to build. Right now he is paying on the land, but he is still not sure if he will build a house or something else. This is what he has told me, time shall tell . . . ;)

For now, with blog posts about me and Cele, it's the "Season Premiere". You know how they end your all time favorite show for the season? That is what this is. :)


Well, that's all for now. I appreciate any positive feedback (again, anything negative will be ignored). Please remember that as you post a comment, to be nice and understanding (lol) because you either have been or still are in a negative-seeming relationship.

Thanks! :)

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

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Pleasantly Surprised or Shockingly Splitting Up?


I spoke with a client this evening, actually about 20 or 10 minutes ago.

I asked for her husband, Mr. Barnacles* and she told me that he wasn't there.

"May I ask who is calling?", she asked me.

I told her that I was with NRT Insurance, a part of Coldwell Banker and the reason for why I was calling: It was regarding homeowners insurance. Regarding the home that he is purchasing through us.

OMG the silence on the other end was awful.

I thought maybe she was taking notes or something, but then she said "This is his wife. I was not aware that he was purchasing a home."

Since I get these "wrong # calls" a lot lately, well I told her that maybe I had the wrong Mr. Barnacles*. She told me that he was the only one in that area.

Oh God. Did I just get myself into trouble here?

She asked me who I was again and I told her my name, etc. etc. all of my information.

I even asked her if she wanted to know the purchasing address, as I felt it was her right to know. I gave that to her and she told me "Oh I know exactly where that is."

She sounded like she was about to cry, and NOT happy tears, mind you.

So the question is: Did I just ruin a surprise or some sort? Or something much worse? Is he cheating on her and getting a condo ($250,000 mind you!) to screw around in or for a mistress of his?

Or are they splitting up and she had NO IDEA.

Either way I feel awful. But as they say, EVERYTHING happens for a reason.

I really am still hoping that I had the wrong Mr. Barnacles* but after speaking w/ my boss about this sticky situation, well, it looks like I don't :(



*Name changed for privacy.

Monday, August 18, 2008

Thinking Of Telling Him . . .

. . . It is over.

I am really stressing over this. And I know I shouldn't, but I really didn't think that I cared about him this much. I mean, sure I had fallen for him. He's a sweetheart. But he's not MY sweetheart and I can't stand him having basically TWO NOVIAS (gfs)! It is just NOT right! :/

I am SO nauseous and of course I had a scare . . . you know what I'm talking about! :/ Gracias a Dios que no! That would have been quite something though, another stressful thing to add to my plate. Would have been my own fault though.

Hmph. >:/

I am very peeved about this (I'm trying to stop swearing lol. I feel if I swear, I'll just attract negative things into my life) Plus, I don't like swearing. I have been told it makes me look like a mean person, and ya know what? I'm sure it does :/

Anyways, I'm thinking of just telling Cele "Look, I love you so much and I really want to be with you. Yes, I still need a divorce like you told me on the phone today, but basically I still have already proved to you that I want to be with YOU and NOT ese tipo en Honduras...b/c HE KNOWS ABOUT YOU AND ME. It is obvious to me that you are not going to choose me, that you are going to stay with Lucia. It is obvious because IF you wanted to be with me at all, even just a little bit, you would have already told Lucia. So I really don't want to say this, but maybe it is better that we end this now instead of prolonging it any longer. I really do not feel good because of this. It is affecting my health waiting for you to make a decision when it is already obvious what your decision will be."

Whew.

I don't though. There are times I feel good about this and there are times where I just want out. Well, like they say "When the going gets rough, the rough get going"...something along those lines. Maybe I'm that kind of person?

It's only like 14 or 13 more days until he has to decide. Maybe I should just let him have his time to decide. I just want to get this done and over with though. The more we prolong it the worse I could feel, ESPECIALLY IF he ends up picking Lucía. *sigh* Asi es la vida. :/

What do you all think? Leave the ultimatum the way it is or try and feel him out to see if he could choose a BIT SOONER than the 1st?

But selfishly I really want to put ME first. I am suffering bad here. Having diarrhea (lol sorry if tmi, but ya'll are my readers lol and ya'll love me....right???) and I'm also have nausea REALLY REALLY bad. I didn't think this would affect me THAT much.

I must be really crazy over him. I can eat though and I CAN sleep, no it's not like that "can't eat, can't sleep" ordeal. Uh uh, gotta eat and I gotta sleep!

But this is REALLY stressing me out. I don't want to wait until the 1st. I want to know the decision now and if he chooses her, we part ways and I can concentrate on getting ready for college. (I've got school shopping to do! Yay!) :)

BUT IF he chooses me, then he can call her, tell her and I can be there for him, he can cry on my shoulder, etc. and I can STILL get ready for college and do my shopping.

What do you all think? Leave it the way it is and learn to be PATIENT? Or tell him how I am feeling, how this is affecting me and mention us parting ways now?

Sunday, August 17, 2008

Introducing . . .

The NEW LG Shine!

(I keep forgetting to post this blog!)

I received my LG Shine about 2 weeks ago. Totally smitten with it, it's awesome! Here are the pics that I took that day of receiving the box from FedEx:











Well, the fotos REALLY don't do this cell phone justice! It looks SO much better in person, but well, you'll have to see it for yourself . . . and you will . . . that is, IF you decide to buy one lol! ;)

It's a good buy and I'm really glad that I researched it as thoroughly as I did.

Here is a little bit of what I think of this cell phone:

PROS
-It's a nifty-looking phone, quite pretty. The name matches it well, b/c it really does shine.
-Doesn't scratch up that much.
-The back of it is made of stainless steel.
-Feels very sturdy.
-I can hear really good on it.
-I have NOT had a dropped call since I switched from the Motorola RAZR V3i to the LG Shine.
-It has awesome features (some of my favorites: Notepad, Tip Calculator, Tasks, Calendar)
-The keypad automatically locks when you close the phone after 30 seconds or less. (you have the option of having it not lock though).
-It's also a mirror! (when the screen goes dark) LOL ;)
-I received it for FREE w/ just $9.99 shipping/handling!
-The camera takes good pics in bright daylight and as well close up.
-You can change the font color on your phone (when dialing) and you can also change the background to applications (I'm NOT talking about the wallpapers either).

CONS
-Have to charge it every night or the battery gets low quite quickly!
-Not a very good selection of ringtones.
-Has a joystick button that sometimes clicks on the thing I didn't want.
-Not the best wallpapers.
-The wall charger seems a bit plastic and fragile-like; my Motorola charger was more durable.
-Camera is NOT the best when taking fotos in dark places. It has a flash but to me it doesn't work that well....might have to read up on it a bit lol. (I NEVER read my manual I just "dive in" and start playin' around w/ my phone until I get accustomed to it!)

RATING from 1-5 STARS (1 being poor choice and 5 being awesome choice)

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WOULD YOU RECOMMEND IT?

Yes!
But check it out first! A cell phone like this MAY be great for me, but may NOT be great for you!


It's a good buy and I really like it. My FAVORITE thing about it is it has the Notepad feature where I can write down a grocery list, etc. and then there is a Tasks feature where I can put certain things that NEED to be done that have a deadline and I can put a certain task at a certain type of level of importance.

Overall, great buy! :D

The Countdown Is On!

That's right! You read it correctly! Cele just left my house. We've been talking ALLLL day and crying, laughing at the crazy things we usually do, talking some more, hugging each other tightly and crying some more.

It has been one heck of a day, evening, night and early morning!

He is MOSTLY worried about him telling Lucia over the phone and having her take off with the kids and Cele never see them again.

He really wants to tell Lucia when he goes to Mexico so he will be able to tell his kids face to face as well and KNOW exactly where they will be.

It makes sense. But Cele doesn't want to lose me either.

He has until September 1st 2008 to tell me his decision. I asked if he needed more time and he told me "Of course I do." Well, nothing more was said on that b/c I told him he can think all he wants to from now until Sept 1st and that is PLENTY enough time.

I told him that I do NOT want it to be this way, but I HAVE to do this, to protect my heart. He told me that he doesn't deserve to have two women, especially not a wonderful woman like me. He told me that I don't deserve to suffer. THAT got me crying and then he cried too, b/c he is RIGHT I don't deserve this. But like I told him, I believe in giving people chances. (But not TOO many lol!)

So check out the countdown I put on my blog. The countdown is ON!!!

Let's pray and cross our fingers that Cele will make the right decision! :) I told him regardless of his decision, I want him to be happy. He told me "Really?" and I told him "Of course I want you to be with me, but regardless b/c I love and care about you, I just want you to be happy. And IF you are MORE happier w/ Lucia, then what can I do? Nada."

He then cried again lol and hugged me really hard.


From everything that we talked about today, this evening, tonight and early this morning, well I think he MAY choose the decision I am crossing my fingers for. It was weird. This evening we were sitting on my floor and I told him "Te amo" which means "I love you" in Spanish and then I couldn't help it and tears just started coming down my cheeks, right when those words came out of my mouth.

I was questioning it before if I really TRULY love him, and I do. I believe that I HAVE fallen for him.

We shall see what happens, as I always say :)

OH -- I DID mention going to Mexico w/ him too and staying in a hotel while he says what he's gotta say to Lucia, the kids and his parents. He had NO problem w/ it either. He didn't try changing the subject or said 'no' either. He basically agreed, which made me feel that he isn't hiding anything else.

(I'd rather have him just tell her over the phone though about me and him and get it done and over with. I gave him QUITE A FEW scenarios and you could really tell that what I told him he was really listening to and will take those scenarios into consideration. :) )



Thanks to ToniVC for the above pic!

Friday, August 15, 2008

What Are You Doing?


You can come check out what I am doing on Twitter!

I don't know if any of you have heard of it. It is NOT a chat application but kind of like a diary, but not so diary-like either.

Just tell Twitter what you are doing, then follow your friends and see what they are doing and IF you'd like, you can do this from your computer or your cell phone! It's completely up to you! :)

Follow me on Twitter! My name is Megita85. See you there!

*waves*

My Heart Is Torn. What Is Best For This Situation?

I've received MANY opinions over the past couple of days of how to handle this "Shyt or Get Off The Pot" situation with Cele.

My heart is torn in both ways.

Here, let me explain to you how I feel . . .

Here's a little bit of background on Cele and this Lucía in México:

He's been with her for 12 years. He has 3 kids with her, ages 12, 9 and 7, names are Luis Miguel, Giovanni, and . . . won't ya believe it I forgot his other son's name. How terrible am I? Well, I am under lots of stress, so I will think of it. So I called him up to ask him (how embarrassing) and he told me and laughed. It's Ivan. Hey, I work with LOTS of different names, so how am I supposed to remember? LOL

Anyways, I'm off topic now. Let's go back to the beginning.

He's been with Lucía for 12 years. Has 3 kids with her. That's a long time to be with someone. He has told me many things about their relationship. Do I believe them? I don't know. His track record is not that good w/ the lying, eh?

So this is what he has told me: She doesn't love him. She doesn't know how to love him the way he wants to be loved. They argue over every little thing even if it has no importance in the relationship. Whenever she talks with him she only asks two questions: Is he still working? And has he drank beer on that specific day? She has never said "I love you", "I miss you", and has never shown him any affection. The day he left to come to the U.S. she wasn't even there. She didn't even say goodbye to him. When he returned she didn't even greet him with a kiss or hug. She didn't even say she missed him.

Again, do I believe all this? Well, not sure really. As I said before, his track record w/ lying has not been the best. But like all situations have their pessimistic sides, some have their optimistic sides as well, and this my Blogger amigos/as could be one of them. :)

So I have been doing a lot of thinking. Trying not to let "love blind me" as they always say that it tends to do. I found myself thinking of letting Cele just continue on with his plan of telling Lucía about me and him when he goes to Mexico. Of course, while thinking those thoughts I was doing the dishes and thinking lovey dovey thoughts of me and him. I had to brush those thoughts away for the time being and concentrate on really, what is best for ME and for him. As MUCH as I really want to just think of me, me, and ME, well I can't be selfish; Cele has had 12 years with this woman and has 3 kids with her. I am really in no place to step up and say "You've got to do this and you can't do it this way." That to me just doesn't seem right.

But then again, I do have to stand my ground with this.

See how I am torn?

#1. Should he call her up and tell her and get it all out in the open?

#2. Or does he go to Mexico (in a year or a bit less) and tell her, his kids, and his parents altogether...his original plan?


I think that there MAY (not sure YET) be a solution to this problem that will help him and help myself get "our own ways" so-to-speak.

Someone actually suggested it on Yahoo! Answers.

Basically they said . . . and let me know what you think please:

"I mention to Cele that we can do it "his way" and that I understand that he's had 12 years with her with 3 kids and that I wouldn't want someone that I've been with for 12 years and had 3 kids with to break up with me on the phone. It is a bit disrespectful. So I think I have a solution, Cele. Let's save up money together so we can get you back to Mexico ASAP to get this done and over with and I will go with you. I will stay in a hotel (and he'd be right there with me of course too) while you do what you have to do/say what you have to say to Lucía, your kids and your parents. Then I would make my presence and meet your parents and kids."

Cele says that he would be staying 2 months. I wouldn't be able to do that and wouldn't want to. I just would like to make my presence known, you know what I mean?

So what do you think? I traveled to Honduras alone and that is MUCH farther than traveling to México. And another thing -- I would make sure to get phogne numbers and addresses of where he is living in Mexico, so I KNOW FOR SURE he's not gonna go to Mexico and then never contact me again. (I'd make sure the #s were legit and real too b/c BEFORE HE WENT back to Mx, I'd have him personally make a phone call enfrente de mi to see if he could communicate w/ someone over there.)


Sooo what do you all think? Maybe I should do a poll for ya'll to take? LOL :D


The Best Decision



You've read this blog post, now give me your opinion! What is the BEST decision for BOTH me and Cele? Put yourselves in my shoes AS WELL AS his!

What's the BEST decision for BOTH me and Cele?
Cele should call Lucia and tell her by phone.
Cele should go to Mexico with Megan and then have him tell Lucia that way.
Cele should go to Mexico without Megan and Megan should have faith in Cele.

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Thursday, August 14, 2008

Another Blog For My Readers!

This will be a quick blog post. Just letting you all know that I have a new blog up!

Check it out if you'd like!

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

Either Shyt Or Get Off The Pot

Okay, so I've been doing a lot of thinking lately. Well, here goes:

I told Cele tonight that I don't think it is fair to me nor to Lucía (his woman in Mexico), that she does not know about me and him.

I told him flat out...well here's out our convo went. We just hung up. (Before telling him all this I prayed to God to give me the strength to find the right words to tell Cele)

Cele: "How are you feeling? Are you feeling any better?"
Me: "A little better, more or less."
Cele: "Why?"
Me: *Being a chicken* "I don't know."
Me: *Not being a chicken anymore and telling him exactly how I feel* "There are a lot of things going through my head right now."
Cele: "Like what?"
Me: "Things about us."
Cele: *His voice gets serious and sounds kind of worried* "Things about us? What kinds of things?"
Me: "Well, I just don't think it is fair to me that my husband knows about you and me and that your woman in Mexico, Lucía, does not know about you and me. I don't think it is fair to me nor to her."
Cele: "Uh huh."
Me: "You need to tell her. Ese tipo en Honduras already knows about you and me, I told him the second month we were together. He knows that I don't want to be with him. He knows that I want to be with you. But Lucía knows nada about us. She still thinks that you want to be with her and that you are only with her."
Cele: "But I already told you that I am going to tell her when I go to Mexico. I need to do it in person."
Me: "Why?"
Cele: "Because."
Me: "But why? I told my husband about you over the phone. It is going to take you a LOT of money to save up to go back to Mexico, you know it is. You won't be going back for a year or so!"
Cele: But you told me that you'd wait for me those two months that I will be gone."
Me: "Yes, and when you go, of course I will wait for you. BUT you need to tell Lucía about us and not wait a year or more to do it. You need to tell her now."
Cele: "Maybe what you are really saying is that you don't want to continue our relationship? You don't want to be with me anymore?"
Me: "I never said that. I do want to continue this relationship with you and I do still want to be with you. But you need to tell her. She still thinks that you are with her and only her. But really you are with me and her! You have two girlfriends!"
Cele: "Yes, you are right."
Me: "Yeah, and I think it is better if you tell her now than tell her much later on (like a year or so or more) and make her think that you are with her and only her. It's not fair to me and it's not fair to her."
Cele: "This is all my fault."
Me: "What is your fault?"
Cele: "It's all my fault that I fell in love with you."
Me: "It's not your fault. It just happened."
Cele: *silence*
Me: "For example, what if my husband didn't know about you and me? What if I was talking to him almost every day and he still thought we were together? I don't think you would like that very much, would you?"
Cele: "No, I wouldn't. You are right."
Me: "And what if for an example I get pregnant? That is just another thing to worry about!"
Me: "Or maybe you aren't going to tell her because you aren't sure yet if you really want to be with me or not?"
Cele: "I already told you. I want to be with you and stay with you. I already told you that she doesn't love me."
Me: "Welllll, then IF she doesn't love you like you say she doesn't, well then it should be NO problem telling her that you want to be with me."
*silence between the both of us*
Cele: "So what do you think?"
Me: "I think that you need to tell her."



There is a bunch of silence and I hear him crying and I'm crying a little bit and then he asks if I am mad. He always asks that. I told him "No" just that he needs to tell her.

More silence and then I hear him rummaging through some things, have NO idea what. And then there are a few sighs and more silence. Then he tells me:

Cele: "Can you call me later?"
Me: "Yeah."
Cele: "Adios."
Me: "Adios."

Click.

That was the end of our convo. So Blogger buddies, whatcha think? Think he'll tell her? I don't think he will. ¿Quien really sabe?

All I know is that I ALSO told him that if he loves me and adores me like he says he does, that he will tell her. There should be no problem.

Monday, August 11, 2008

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Another Secret

My mom already knows about this secret. It is about...

Well, who else?

Cele!

I don't know if it should be bad or not. Anyways, my mom was a little peeved I think, but either way she supports my decision to stay with Cele or not. (More on that later in this post)

I'm just going to get right to the secret and not leave ya hanging or with lots of spaces in between like I usually like to do...

Here goes!

Cele is NOT 35. I've kept this from my Blogger amigas for too long. Yes, Cele told me that he was 35. But I found out the TRUTH when I saw his I.D. that day I found about the other woman and his 3 kids.

He's 37. Yeah, I know, I know. Here comes (maybe) all the negative remarks. That's FOURTEEN years between us. I've already done the math and I've also thought about IF we decide (or should I say if I decide to pursue this even further) well, our children would be YOUNG and he'd be really old.

It's a BIG decision and a decision that I truly DO NOT know if I'm ready for. I don't know if I'm ready to settle down . . . *sigh* again.

I adore Cele either way and we truly can't keep our hands off each other. We are always kissing (or even "stealing kisses", as they say), hugging, holding hands and/or having his arm around me.

And, hey. I'm NOT complaining. I wanted that for SO long between me and Daniel, but he told me that he "wasn't brought up that way". Well, I SO feel bad for the next woman who actually stays long like I did, keeps taking him back or even marries him. He told me that he is only marrying me. He will NEVER marry again. Well, good for him. I don't think there is any woman out there who is nice and give, give, giving like me and who will put up with his shyt. I STILL can't believe that I put up with it.

Well, we live and learn right?

Cele asked to see pics of him, well asked me if I had any pics of him. I kind of fibbed to him and said that I do have pics but it is on a site that I "pay" for and I cannot "delete" them. I think he bought it since he doesn't know that much about computers lol. Gosh, I feel bad for lying but what am I going to tell him? That I am not ready to get rid of my pics yet of Daniel?

Gosh, that would sound terrible!

I am all confused. My mom says IF I was on my own, had my own car and was financially ready, well maybe I'd feel fine settling down with Cele.

It could be that. After all, mom knows best. But I feel it is something more. Perhaps how old he is?

I mean, I adore him, I do, it's just...I guess I am afraid. Bottom line: I am afraid. There are SO many guys out there, it's like "Yes, I am happy with Cele and I enjoy spending time with him...but is there something even better out there?"

I guess you could say that when I chose to "settle down" with Daniel, well, I really settled. That's for sure. I thought that Daniel would and could be the only guy who would love me. It wasn't love. It was comfort and a little bit of control. He MIGHT have loved me and yes, I loved him, but overall we were just comfortable with each other.

I think I stayed with him for so long because, well he knew all my flaws and he knew me inside and out. But there is ONE BIG thing he did NOT know: He did NOT know how to treat me. No WONDER I was such a b*tch to him, I mean WHY would I be all nicey nice when I was getting absolutely NADA in return?

Okay, enough. What I REALLY want to do is start divorce proceedings NOW and NOT wait for the answer for this waiver. But I feel bad b/c Daniel is counting on having a good life. I guess I will just wait until we hear a "Yes" or "No" with this waiver thing. If it's "No", well NOT my problem and even though I DID say that I would do an appeal and write a new letter....NO WAY, uh uh, no appeal letter.

Gosh, I'm tearing up now, I don't know WHY I am feeling this way. I just got off the phone with Cele, he always calls me after his lunch to tell me how it went (or I call him sometimes before his lunch to say "Buen provecho")

I really, REALLY like him. Nah, it's more that just like. I adore him! <3 I just, well we've been talking a LOT lately and he's been saying he is going to be going to Mexico and is going to tell Lucía (his woman or ex, or whatever), his children and his parents about me and that he no longer wants to be with Lucía and that he wants to be with me.

It's like...I don't know, I guess I feel that he is going to leave this 33-year-old woman, his 3 kids and his parents like I don't know, behind. Not really his kids or parents though. I know he will continue to support them and see them when he can as well as his parents. But for him to just give it all up for me, I mean I'm 23. I just don't -- maybe I feel guilty? :/

I try not to think long-term thoughts with Cele but it's hard when wherever we go if he sees a woman who is pregnant he gives me a look and then says something like "Someday we'll have children".

Maybe I feel this way too because I'm going to be starting college again and really NOT financially ready for anything? Could that be it?

I don't know! Input please!

I keep telling Cele that being 12 years with the same woman, well he's got a history with her and I told him that I know he is probably accustomed to her. I asked him "Why didn't you leave her if you weren't happy with her? Don't tell me it is JUST for the kids, it's MORE than THAT."

He told me that there was never anyone else. Then he met me, fell for me and is very happy with me. The happiest he has EVER been in his life with anyone and he wants to be with me. He wants his future to have me in it. That she doesn't know how to love him the way he wants to be loved, but I do.

That's A LOT to handle though, don't you think?

I can feel it now, my inbox could possibly be LOADED with comments soon! LOL :)

Sunday, August 10, 2008

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Wednesday, August 6, 2008

To Work At Home or To Work Outside The Home?


That is the question.

I have a possible other job opportunity that is still available. I am not sure what to do.

I need your help Blogger friends! :)

I don't know if I mentioned this a while back, but before I "thought" I had "broken" my toe there was this job right on Cele's street that had a job opening and I received a call almost and they told me that I would be the "perfect fit". I scheduled an interview and viola! I ran to get my cell phone the day before and thought I broke my toe. I called and told them I had to cancel because I broke my toe. She said "Feel better and call us when you are back up on your feet."

Well, I checked the ads today on the Staffing website and OMG the position has been posted again. Hmm. Should I go for it? Shall we weigh the Pros and Cons with this Work At Home Job I currently have with this Work Outside The Home Job that I am thinking about?

Okay, let's weigh them then! :)


Let's call my current job, with NRT Insurance, #1 and let's call the possible outside job #2.


PROS for #1:
-I get to sleep in, catch up with household chores, etc. that need to be done before starting my shift.
-I don't have to worry about gas money
-It is $12 an hour!
-Many people would LOVE to find a legit work-at-home job.
-Weekly pay.
-I could study in the day, then work in the evening.


CONS for #1:
-I only work from 4-9 with an hour break in between that is not paid for.
-The work is monotonous: I have a script that I must stick by and can't really change it up. Have to stick to it word by word and I am talking about the same thing all the time: Homeowners insurance.
-This job is okay, sometimes I like it, sometimes I don't.


PROS for #2:
-It is near Cele's house and I'd get to see him just about everyday or even everyday.
-The pay goes up to $10 (I'm sure that's based on experience)
-I know how to take the bus now lol!
-More hours than I have now and I assume my check would be a lot MORE!
-I'd get paid every week, since it would be through a temp agency.
-IF my parents ended up moving and I didn't want to go, I could live with Cele and I'd already have a job that I could walk to! :)
-I'd be doing data entry, my passion!


CONS for #2:
-The lowest the pay is, is $8 an hour.
-Taking the bus and maybe having to pay my mom for gas money (she said she'd bring me there personally OR take me to the city to catch the bus from there to work)
-What if I got sick of Cele? LOL I mean is that even possible though?
-I would have to study at night because I would work in the day.


Can't really think of anymore Pros or Cons for either one. If you've got any, pass 'em on here in a comment!

Oh--And you do know why I have a pic of Shakespeare on this post right? If not, read William Shakespeare's Hamlet, Prince of Denmark.

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

To The People Happy For Me:


I just want to say thanks. Yes, OV: I know that money is not considered "free". I might just give it back, not sure yet. But I need to start somewhere will saving lol!

We shall see, as I always say.

But to the people that are supportive and happy for me: Cele, my step dad Joe, OV, El Sueño, Lisita (I'm sure I'll see a comment soon!) and all my other Blogger amigas, well thank you!

It means a lot.

My mother just called me back and I told her the great news and that I was registered for all my classes. She didn't even sound the least bit thrilled. I know she might not be feeling well and I know she might hate her job, but you know what? She could have even faked being happy for me! I am really kind of sad now. I feel like maybe what I am pursuing is disappointing her. I know it sounds stupid, but that's how I am feeling.

It just is unbelievable that Cele, who I have known a little over 6 months acted MORE happy for me than my own mother, who gave birth to me. And my step dad, who I really don't get along with ALL the time and who is NOT even my biological father, he was happy for me too.

I just am really surprised with my mother's reaction. :(


I don't believe I said anything wrong to her. Maybe I did and I don't know it? I just don't understand it. If I had a child I would have been saying "OMG that's wonderful!" or even something like "How exciting!"

She's still a wonderful mother and I wouldn't change my choice of a mother for anything, but her reaction to it all really surprised me. :(

UPDATE: My mom called me and well the reason she was the way she was is because she hates her job.

She wants to move to Myrtle Beach, South Carolina! I don't know WHAT I'm going to do NOW. She is NOT talking like in a year, she's talking like RIGHT ALONG. OMG I'm SO sad right now and I'm in tears! What am I going to do? Cele and I would break up. :'o(

As much as I hate Georgia and Savannah at times (okay, fine! A LOT of the times b/c the gente are just rude and slow) well. . ..

I don't want to leave.

I can't leave.

I WON'T LEAVE without my Cele! :'o(

(so either HE comes with us OR I stay with him)

Money and College


Whew! Just got off the phone with my college and I will be registering this week for my classes and will be starting September! Woohoo!

And guess how much financial aid awarded me? OMG $14,000! And get this: In March and June of next year, I will receive the remaining, which is....

$7,000!

OMG. Too much money. What will I do with it all? :)

I have a few ideas. The first idea is a responsible one:

#1. I will save it and apply for financial aid again next year (b/c you have to apply each year) and then I will wait and see what my award letter says. IF I have enough (once again) to pay for another year of college, awesome! I'll use some of the $7,000 for my books (unless I have other cash that I can use, and if so....then idea #2 . . .)

#2. I'm throwing that $7,000 in the bank and saving it and still taking out $100 each month to put towards it. I'm starting to save money NOW. I think that's the SMART idea to do instead of blowing it all on something that I will only have memories of. Why not be ahead of myself?

Then eventually maybe I can get myself a car OR my own place. I'd like to save for my own place, actually. But time will tell what will happen to that money I get.

I might just have to give it to my college if I don't get enough money in my next award letter. Which is fine. Still leaves me with $1,000 or $2,000. Hey, it's still money to save! But $7,000 would be great. :)

Whatever happens, happens though.


So I start college in September. My first classes are English Comp 101 and Living in Information Age, quite interesting lol.

Overall, I'm quite happy :)

Friday, August 1, 2008

It's A Good Day!


I start work soon and I kind of am happy about that.

Yesterday I think I was just SO tired because in the morning Cele will call me like close to every HOUR until I get up lol. (Guess I'll never tell him that I'm worried about sleeping in late, haha, he took that too seriously!)

So anyways, I awoke this morning and checked my bank account. Woohoo! Money in there from my new job! I like my job now lol! I think I just had to see the money in the account to want to continue working!

Sooo with that announcement here's a few more:

1. I called AT&T and made sure that I was eligible for my upgrade, told them my plans regarding the LG Shine (El Sueño: Yup! I've decided to get it!) and I told them that I'm paying the rest of my late bill as we speak. I paid it and they told me as soon as I paid it it would come up automatically as paid and everything would be great. I clicked that "Pay" button and it WAS automatic as she told me "Yup! It now says you are eligible for an upgrade!"

YAY! So I quickly called up Wirefly and went through this LONG process lol to get my FREE (yes, I SAID FREE! Just $9.99 for shipping!) LG Shine!

Right now my order is undergoing Quality Assurance. I suppose that means they are testing the equipment and making sure it works good? Awesome.

I think AT&T already approved me too. Gosh, I love that word: APPROVED. Feels good.

UPDATE: The LG Shine is officially on its way! Woohoo! :D


#2. The book I recently got to order that I've wanted for like E-V-E-R came today! What a surprise since it was scheduled to come tomorrow! Woohoo! How excited and ecstatic I am to finally be able to read it! It looked SO interesting and NOW it's in my hands lol!

#3. Cele and I still don't know if it's true or NOT, but something has possibly developed between us.


Are you ready?








You're NOT going to believe this!
















I'm telling ya!












Ready?













*Deep breath*
















































































































I just wanted to freak ya'll out...who KNOWS what you'd be thinking ja ja ja. Cele received a phone call today as well as text message saying his phone number was chosen and has won $1000. He was ALL excited and says "If it's true, I'm giving you 1/2." How nice!

Do I believe it? I'm kind of leery because who KNOWS how they got his #. I am HOPING it IS true though. I can put that money towards my car I'd like to get...or just put the money in savings for emergencias.

We shall see tomorrow what comes of that.


Well that's all for now! I've got to go lavar los trastes. Cele taught me that. I always used to say lavar los platos but he told me since I am not just washing plates that it is correct to say los trastes. Hmm, who would have thought?

Ciao! :)